I'll be here tomorrow.

Sweet Disposition

So what do you do for your LAST Saturday in Mesa? For Chris and I all we really ever did was go see movies and since we were moving somewhere with no family for babysitters we decided we better go see a double feature. Chris picked a boy movie and I picked a girl one.

{This is what I would look like if I had plastic surgery. I was trying to smile and hold the straw in my mouth.}

I picked {500} Days of Summer and it was amazing. The more I think about it the more I just need to watch it over again. The music was so amazing I ended up buying the album and listening to it all day today instead of my usual Pandora mix stations. Here's the song that I have on repeat the most. I'm such a huge alternative fan, and not just any alternative satisfies me, the kind that has me needing to just lay in bed and stare at the ceiling and listen. I love it! This isn't the official music video for the song but the one the band made is LAaaME.

Sweet Disposition by The Temper Trap

So what songs get you in the reflective mood?

Engagement Story

September 12, 2002

{From Chris}

I have never been a competitive person, but give me a challenge and I will go to some pretty ridiculous lengths to win. That is why it is a quarter hour into Sunday and I am still up. This is also my excuse if any or all of the following post makes no sense.

So nagging aside I would like to talk a little about Katie, my lady. And the Day, and a question. Who knows when something like this starts. I know that some people keep track of the first kiss and first to say I love you. Me, I am more of a big picture feeling kind of kid.

I was never scared or nervous. I never really understood the movie thing of people getting cold feet or totally freaking out about the thought of getting married. Never got that. What I did get was the way she made me feel. I had several chats with my Dad, who is an expert about loving his wife. He told me that I would know that I loved a girl when I know that no matter what would follow her to the Siberia. I would have bought my ticket that night.

I can't remember when I bought the ring, I don’t remember the day, or what we talked about to inspire me to go to the shop and look at the ring. I don’t remember what I wore or what color the sky was, but I am sure it was blue. What I do remember is being happy. And as the sales dude was talking about the gem quality it was all I could do to keep myself from screaming and spinning around the room while bubbles floated from the ceiling.

I do remember having a plan. Pretty lame, now that I look back on it. It involved roses and a park and a fountain. The only bad thing was that the park, roses, and fountain was not today. I have never been a good waiter. So I went to plan B, which included some shells, a truck, and sweaty palms.

So I picked Katie up for a date, can’t remember what she was wearing but she looked awesome. My family had just gotten back from Mexico and I had brought some seashells over for Kate’s mom, that I had strategically forgotten in the truck. So I picked her up and while in the truck I remembered that I had forgotten the bowl of shells that I wanted to give.

I had a secret shell for Katie I told her that it opened and that when we found it there was an octopus in it. Not a smart thing cause unknown to me Katie had an earthly fear of cephalopods and got very nervous about opening it. So instead she just shook it and made me tell her that she would like what was inside.

I think at one point she started to put the pieces together, and when she did and finally opened the shell time slowed down. My heart slowed. She saw the ring and she made a face that she hasn’t made since.

Here we take a quick break for a memory of when I was a young boy and was on the edge of cliff about to jump. I had an uncomfortable harness girded to my loin all tied to a rope, the cliff really was only about ten feet, but it might as well been 3 trillion feet cause I was terrified. But there is a point when you just have to take a deep breathe, try not to pee your green scout pants and jump. I would like to draw attention to the first three to five seconds when you realize that there is no ground under your feet and you feel like this is end. And then you take that breath and your pants are still dry and enjoy the ride down.

You may ask yourself where this cool antidote of Chris’ childhood comes in and what does it have to do with the big question. Well I tell you it has everything to do with it. Cause the moment that she put on the ring I felt the ground fall from under me. But it was ok, cause she said yes, and I had someone to fall with. Someone to get back to my feet with. Someone to cry with, laugh with, stay up with, learn with, forget with, watch bad movies with, someone to love, and live and be with till the end. And hopefully a little longer than that.

Someone once said that love is like being temporally insane and the cure is marriage. Amen to that! Marriage has not always been what I thought it would be, but Katie has never disappointed. She is still the spontaneous girl who helps me remember what is like to be alive. She keeps me guessing but I can depend on her steadiness. I love all 7 of her laughs and her 13 different smiles, 6 is the best. So there ya go, I win.

You may be asking your self why I have divulged so much of my deepest darkest places and exposed myself ; I guess sometimes there just isn’t enough rooftops to shout from.
{10 minutes after proposing}


{60 minutes after proposing}


{Happy Birthday, Grandpa Eddie!}

a naggy explosion

These are actual words out of Chris's mouth when asked if he wrote his version of our engagement story (that I asked him to do yesterday while at work since he was complaining of being so bored since he doesn't even have a full week left of work). I posted my version last year and you've been listening to me go on and on about our dating story that I thought a perfect way to end the saga would be to hear it from his side. We'll see what he comes up with, but for now the-chris-better-write-something- pretty-dang-romantic-engagement-story is.... coming soon!

Needing to feel fallish

I changed my blog background. Shabby Princess was having a 25% off sale on all their stuff and I bought two kits so I could feel more Septemberish. I've been hammering out several projects the past couple days and it feels good to be all caught up and have nothing to do but hang with the kids and digital scrapbook. If anyone is wanting a header or whatever just 'holla!' and I'll make you one cause... I {heart} you.

We Picked...

HOUSE #4
(aka Green Gables)

We wanted to wait to post our official choice til our application was approved and everything confirmed (which it is now!)
Someone pointed out how this house had the shabbiest yard BUT it had the best insides. Now, I didn't want to seem obtrusive walking through all the houses taking pictures inside so I didn't take any. I'll tell you ALL about it though!

You walk inside the front door and there's a living room with beautiful wood floors, to your left is a staircase that leads you to 2 bedrooms upstairs, a bathroom and a master bedroom with a walk-in closet and large bathroom (with separate tub and shower!) There is wallpaper in these rooms but it will actually work with my decor anyway (except the boy room I'm going to see if I can take the ugly blue trim paper down!)

Back downstairs if you keep walking it will bring you into the large kitchen with bay windows (AND WINDOW SEAT!) breakfast counter and TON of cabinets. The view of the backyard is breathtaking. While standing on the red wood deck we see beautiful flower bushes, garden trellis and an open field. Back inside from the kitchen you take a few stairs down and you're in the family room with fireplace. Around the corner is the door to the garage, linen closet, 1/2 bath and laundry area. (This area will mainly serve as the mud room)
Next to the linen closet there is a door that leads you down into the basement where there's two more bedrooms (ROOM FOR VISITORS! Hint hint!), I think another bath but I can't remember and a LARGE playroom.

Amy and I were running through the house giddy, it was PERFECT! Total there is 5 bedrooms, 3.5 baths, 3000 square feet, large kitchen and best of all we're allowed to keep our dogs and the rent is WAY cheaper than our current mortgage!!!
Chris fought the name green gables at first but it stuck when we were comparing the houses and didn't know how to differentiate between all of them.

For those of you who had your little hearts set on any of the other houses here are our notes on them.

House ONE: From the outside this house looked the best, and it had a huge shady yard. The bad thing was the people still lived there so the house was a disaster to walk through, the kitchen was TINY, there was no master bath (which automatically knocked it off the list) and it had scary stairs.

House TWO (aka Yacht house): This 4 level house, if it allowed pets it would have been our second choice. The kitchen had ugly cabinets but nice enough, the yard was TINY but the family room and downstairs were wood paneled in a gorgeous wood. Upstairs had decent sized rooms but had a scary drop from the TINY loft that made me concerned about my crazy boy killing himself.

House THREE: MONSTER HUGE, Seriously huge, in fact the basement was so massive I wouldn't have even known what to do with the space.

House FIVE: Had the BEST looking neighborhood, a laundry shoot from upstairs directly into the laundry room. Tiny kitchen and no fence. I LOVED IT but we didn't know what to do about the fence.

House SIX: All you have to know is the kitchen was Salmon. SALMON! I loved the floor plan but every room in the house was so horrendously wallpapered I couldn't live there. I asked if I could take it down and paint and they said no. Oh, ok. That's why this house hasn't rented yet.

House SEVEN: Cat pee, no master bath and someone lives in the attached apartment. NO THANKS!

House EIGHT: It was in a cookie cutter neighborhood, every house had the same floor plan, terrible carpet and unfinished basements.

We saw a couple other decent houses that I forgot to take pictures of but overall they either didn't allow dogs or it had a weird layout.... or cat pee.

August 8, 2002

Yesterday was a bad day so I didn't take the time to tell you about what happened this day 7 years ago (plus I posted my awesome Colorado post). But seven years ago Chris came home from Mexico, it was probably the longest day of my life! What should have taken 8 hours took 13 to drive home. Then he had to help clean up the vans and he got to my house pretty close to 11pm (it was a Sunday).
While he was away Ammon was in charge of checking on the house so I asked him to let me in so I could decorate Chris's bedroom. I had recently read the book "Guess How Much I Love You" to my nephews and it got me all choked up cause I was REALLY missing Chris and I realized just how strong my feelings for him were. So I bought the book, some glow in the dark stars and fishing string. I hung stars all over his ceiling and with the sticker stars wrote "I LOVE YOU" on the fan (which is still there to this day I think). I was so paranoid his mom was going to be annoyed I put holes all over the ceiling and stickers on the fan, thanks to Ammon for freaking me out.
When he came over I awkwardly told him in person that I loved him and it was just fantastic to be with him again. "To the Moon and Back" became our little love motto and I even engraved it on Chris's wedding ring.
The report I got from his family is that Chris spent the entire time on the beach or laying on the couch listening to the CD I made him. They could tell he was "katie-sick".