Blaaah.

I must admit it feels good to have our pregnancy out in the open. It's a humbling experience realizing you're pregnant with your 4th child. Chris and I thought we were done and I had just given away EVERYTHING (but a baby swing) a couple weeks before finding out. A week before I took the test I made myself lunch and after 26 years of NEVER, EVER eating anything with salsa I got the craving and added some to my cheese crisp. Freaked out, I immediately took a pregnancy test and it was negative. That night I even told my old roommate, Tavia, about my scare and we had a good giggle. Then while in New York when my "date" came and went I knew and I knew I had to tell Chris. I spent the whole day at Niagara Falls freaking out about it. Do I wait til we're in Colorado so he doesn't have to stress about me having a FOURTH CHILD and the move? I ended up telling him that night in our little hotel room in Palmyra. Made our trip extra memorable. Chris was amazing, and after the initial shock wore off was just as excited as I was.

My gut tells me it's a boy but I'm just convincing myself it's a girl because all the people I know who have the combo 2 girls, then a boy, and have had or are having their 4th, it's a girl. We really will be happy with either, and the girls are rooting for a little girl anyway.

I think this baby will fit right in with our crazy kids. Besides a few tiffs every now and again our kids play so great together. The other day while I was working on school I was listening to Cecily and Asher talk. Luckily I had my camera on me so I was able to sneak a little video.

So we were planning on 3 and are getting 4. I always knew there was at least one more.
How many kids do you honestly think are in your future?
(cause obviously there's really no control over the situation no matter how hard one tries).